14 years & 1 question, day 301
What if it was me? Maybe I'm Malcolm in that movie, I don't know, and I don't have Cole to break it to me gently when I'm ready to hear it. So how long has it really been? How did it happen? How much longer will it take?
The most likely answer is that I died right after she did, my heart giving out as I nearly wished it to. But what if it happened before we even met, so that being forced to meet and then lose her is part of the punishment? It makes sense, since my memories before her are getting blurry. But they say trauma and THC both do that to you. Was I killed by someone? In anger or by accident? Am I Jack, on Oceanic Flight 815, a trans-pacific flight that went missing? Wouldn't the ultimate joke be if nothing means anything and I had just choked on a chicken nuggie?
posted by tinyhands @ 11:59 PM
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